How does your loving God allow low such ungodly pain?
Not just for me, but all of the human race? Knowing I will Never hear your voice or see your face again?
I’m so alone and afraid, yes afraid to be so alone. Those I love still breathing do not return the unconditional love I have for them. I found love after you my Moe, he dosent feel the same. Guess it’s why it’s called unconditional. Still it’d be nice, to be a wife again.
But such a loving God has left me here on earth, alone without a partner to share life’s UPS and downs. I’m not young anymore. Instead of wiser I feel a fool. My life feels so meaningless, struggling without purpose.
I can count on one hand the people I trust, but fewer still those that’d understand. I know now why babies die from lack of human touch. How happy I’d be, to be in the arms of someone I love, knowing accepting all that’s left inside of me. At the moment I see no possibilities.
Will I die here alone without ever feeling what my heart cries for? Does it even matter anymore?
Love like you’ve never been hurt before. Keep all the good inside you, erase the rest. The bad only destroys your own soul.
I’ve been loving you for so long,
seems like wasting time
together is when I know If you ever felt the same.
I’m growing tired of these silly games.